In most days a Duncan always look for answers what he is missing. He always thought he found… “the one”. He always thought he found… “his soulmate”. He always thought that one day he will find his… “destiny”. In all of every thing – a Duncan always thought he found what he was looking for – one that he will end up with.
After four serious relationships – he does not know the true meaning of the words he had hope for:
He do not know if he ever find someone that he will end up with. He does not know if finding someone to end up with is what he wants. He do know one thing – that he need to do something for himself. In any relationships – if you love yourself for who you are and what you are, the right person will come. Still… relationships are complicated. They are so complicated, some times it stops you from knowing what the future is like. Some times, you do not know whether the one you are seeing “might be” the right one. It is true – a Duncan might have found his “match” with Hurricane… but that does not mean that she might be sure that it is a Duncan. She might not even be sure that a Duncan is the one she is looking for.
Still, relationships are complicated… so is love.
The words that were uttered… he knows that he will never use them… with one word now that has been used… it is the word he has always been looking forward to and it is the word spoken by Hurricane.
The conversation that took place was in Coffee Coftea where they had a talk about almost every thing. During the conversation – she had said that a Duncan’s smell is intoxicating. What follows is this:-
“In what way my smell is that intoxicating?”
“It is like… It smells like…”
“… Home.” and she look at a Duncan
Yes, a Duncan had mention this before in the previous post. This is one that his heart stopped. This is the one that for a moment a Duncan’s feelings were mix of joy and fear, happiness and unsure. Hurricane had said the right words – the one that a Duncan wanted to hear… but is it truly?
Fear – the one thing that had affected a Duncan badly was what grips him that had happened in the past with his 3rd ex-girlfriend. He had place his faith, his life and even every thing to her and he did keep trying. His ex gave up on him only she herself know why… still, we all have fears.
Relationships. Love. Commitment. Assurance. Contentment. Faith.
A Duncan survived long enough now – but when he is sure of making a commitment to someone, what makes him unsure is if that someone decide to make the same commitment with him. Uncertainty… and it hurts.
A Duncan had embrace hurt from love. Had accepted now that love may bring joy, may bring smiles to a person’s face but it also can tear us apart and can hurt us deeply. It can even… destroy us too.
If one person never experience love at all, he or she will never be able to describe in their own words what love is. This is what we call… Accumulation.
Wong Fu Productions, created by Wes, Phil and Ted, short-film/music video and vlog film makers, had touched the hearts deeply in many ways describe what relationships are. One particular video that says it all is, just like a Duncan mention, entitled “Accumulated” describe relationships of “likes” and “love” as it is.
It shows how far when one person do not see what is in front of them – that chances are – describe what makes sense. Watched the clip towards the end – because from a Duncan understanding – what make’s the one… is all about choice.